Tears

Unrequited love gives you Happiness
Unanswered love gives you Pain
Reciprocated love  gives you Life
Reciprocated love turning nonreciprocal, It stops giving; 
It takes everything from you.

Without you..

Thinking of you, Dejected
Forgetting  you, Devastated
Neither of them, Demised.

Fell in LUV..

In the blade of breeze

On the bed of grass

Over the blend of orchid

With bliss of chirps

Drowned in dew

Drenched in lips of rain

And in the touch of green,

I fell in LOVE WITH HER.!

Shabby.!

Things quenched or expressed, both in extrema makes it shabby.

Play Luv?

Love is the only game where both the players either win or loose.

The Bus Travel

We stepped in the bus
Seated side by side.
My stargaze, jaunting with her..

What else can be so adoring
Hours together with no chance for any flutter
Seldom we get opportunities, But am blessed.

Not wanting to waste a single minute
Kept ourselves busy chatting, playing pranks: LOL
Indulged in Crazy acts  
Tasting half bit chocolate
Nudging each other shoulder
The seats cluttered.. crazy freaks we were.

Windows opened,breeze picked the way in
Her feathery hair ticked my ears.

Breaks applied, heads tumbled
Her flashy smile pictured a snowfall by heart.

Seats pushed back, an apparent glimpse
Her striking eyes paused my life.
Interim she blinked her eyes,
Thank god! I was able to play the rest.

The nonstop jog completely possessed me
Perhaps i never wished to relinquish.

Joy being eternity
But sky turned dark, environ-ed by peace.
Though i kept blabbering
she managed to feel her trivia- Sleep.

In midst of my love crest she started dozing off
Do you get annoyed when kids doze??
Just admired my infants kick off sleep.

I was drenched in moonlight
She rested on my shoulder
In fact it was the first time i experience moon that close to me
And disappeared in the clouds of love.

She was my total comfort
Felt the strength of togetherness.
The long way go reached the terminus
Time to get apart..
She grabbed my hands, looked at eyes
"Shall we travel back?"  she mumbled.

She is..

She is small but no smaller by heart

She is lean but strong are her love & emotion

She is black but her beauty resides in it

She is talkative but it rode the way in to my life

She is not a musician but she plays harmony in my life

She smile simple but it makes me free from worries

She likes lot but am the one she likes most

She has got lot of friends but she always places me on top

She never look for luck but she prays for My Good Luck
&
My Good luck i am blessed for HER.

Love Cappuccino

It was 10.30 A.M
Time to unscrew, monitors locked
Most awaited IT fest
The "Coffee Time".
Am no exception to the archaic,
Crept away from the incubator
Landing in pantry- thy greatest asylum.
I grabbed a cup, waiting the hot pour..
An enthusiastic lady laughter
I turned to her, she caught my eyes
From then my reflex was so obvious
Sight fixed to her, legs stepped to her
pulled a chair by her side.
To my fortune she smiled at me
I giggled back so oddly.
Wanted an apparent speech, But
My typing lips kept mum.
Tried spoofing usual hero's style
Just had sip of coffee watching her side ways
She splashed her art of reactions
Boasting mind repeated the sips, trying to impress.
Looking at me she whispered to her laid friends
They too conveyed their graceful smile
Her shy filled eyes had a glance over me
Adjusting her throat she asked for my name
In turn i queried for her name
"I will let you know tomorrow", she nodded and left.
Exiting the door she peeped again,
Smiled at me and made her way..
Finishing my final sip i left the place.
The entire picture was mind framed
It kept running for the whole day.
The very next day,
I was waiting for same 10.30
Checking the mails to swift time..
A pop up- New Mail
The mail content,

Dear Sankar,
We appreciate your attitude of serving others with a fresh coffee,
But we strictly don't recommend you to taste others cup for the service provided.
"Stick to your cup,Enjoy the sip",don't slip to next cup.!
Regards,
Soni Mathews
Team HR

Let me rewind & playback the picture..(My Accident Zone)
The reflex of my eyes and legs were genuine
To my dismay, its my hands reflex that wrecked the affair
I grabbed the beauty's(HR) cup for a style sip :(
leaving my own fresh cup on the table.

காதல்

கண் இழந்த குருடன் நான், உன்னை காணாத போது.
செவி இழந்த செவுடன் நான்,
உன் மழலையை கேக்காத போது.
நா இழந்த ஊமை நான்,
உன்னிடம் பரிமாற்றம் இல்லாத போது.
தேகம் இழந்த தோற்றம் நான், உன் சுவாசத்தை உணராத போது.
அனைத்தும் இழந்தேன் என்னில்.!
ஆனால் உயிர் இழக்காத சடலம் நான்,
நீயே எனக்கு இல்லை என்று ஆனா போதும்.

ஏன் தெரியுமா..?
என் இதயத்தில் என்றும் நீ குடி இருப்பதால்.!

வாழ்க்கை புத்தகம்

அறிமுகம் இல்லா நீ..
அறிமுகம் பக்கத்தில் நுழைந்தாய்,
சக மாணவியாக சில பக்கங்களில் பதிந்தாய்,
தோழியாக பல கட்டுரைகளில் கலந்தாய்,
காதலியாக என் கவிதையில் ஓவியம் ஆனாய்,
துணைவியாக பக்கங்கள் தொடங்க எண்ணினேன், என் வாழ்க்கை புத்தகத்தில்.
ஆனால்.. முடியாத என் புத்தகத்திற்கு, முடிவுரை கேட்கிறாயே :(
இது நியாயமா..?

She's The One

I'm the one who give up a lot than she does, I felt
Until she pleaded for my relationship-the last mess.
I'm the one who long for a meet than she does, I felt
Until she came forward with tricky phrases to held the meet.
I'm the one who care to the core than she does, I felt
Until she possessed me with care wanted the hours drifting.
I'm the one who miss her badly than she does, I felt
Until she had a tear in her eyes that flooded for me.
I'm the one who love her unbound than she does, I felt
Until she grabbed my hand to feel rhythm of her beats, fore headed down with warmth of the hold.
The feel,
"I'm the one" breezed away as mist, And
Dropped down a dew in the green of my heart as

"She's the one" for me.!

Phone Call

Outgoing
Guy: hi dear, hru.?
Gal: yeah..doin gud.
Guy: y din't u call me.? Its being long time yar..
Gal: r u kiddin, just sterday v spoke.
Guy: heh that was me who called up
Gal: Mmm.. was little bit busy
Guy: nowdays u r always busy
Gal: haaaaaaaaaaaatchh.! (she sneezes)
Guy: heh wat happened.? cold.?
Gal: nope.! am fine.
Guy: take care dear., always drink hot water.
Guy: health matters much.
Gal: Mmm.. tat's ok
Guy: i feel like seeing u
Guy: u know, i miss u a lot.
Gal: common yar, wazup.?

Beep beeeeeeeep(second call interepts)

Guy: just a min dear, somebody calling
Gal: fine carry on catch u later
Guy: hold on de line, ll be bak in a min

Incoming
Dad: hi son how are you?
Guy: gud. watz ur call for.?
Dad: many days since we spoke.
Dad: you never turned up that's why, just felt like speaking.
Guy: just last week i called up
Dad: It is too long my dear
Guy: it happenz, am always busy here
Dad: why you sound so dull? feeling well?
Dad: Don't strain much, stick to good food habits
Dad: Take care of health it matters much son.
Guy: Am i still a kid.? i know to tak car of myself
Dad: OK son i wish the same
Guy: fine i was in midst of an important call,call u later.
Guy: bye.!
Dad: son.....

Beep beeeeeeeeeep (call ends)

Back to outgoing
Guy: hi am bak..
Guy: sorry, got an official call.
Gal: no problem carry on
Gal: i got some work call u later bye.
Guy: heh.....

Beep beeeeeeeeeeep (End of fone call)

It is pain when our love & care valued least
But least bothered the love & care for us
We search for building love forgetting the love that exists.
Value the heart where you are valued,
Love the heart where you are loved.!

நானும் ஒரு தாய் ஆகிறேன்.!

தாயின் கருவில் சேய் இருந்தாலும்,அதை காண துடிக்கும் அவள் மனம்.
என் இதயத்தில் நீ வாழ்ந்தாலும்,உன்னை காண துடிக்கும் என் மனம்.
அவள் காத்திருப்பாள் பத்து மாதம் தன் உறவுக்காக,
நான் காத்திருப்பேன் ஆயுள் வரை என் உயிருக்காக.
ஈன்றெடுத்த புதல்வனை கைபற்றுவாள் தன் வாழ்நாள் வரை,
உன்னை கைபற்றவே நான் வாழ்வேன் என் வாழ்வு உள்ள வரை.
அவள் ஏக்கமும், வலியும், நேசமும் உலகிலேயே தூய்மையானது
உனக்காக ஏங்கும்,
உன் பிரிவின் வலியை உணரும்,
உன்னை அளவற்று நேசிக்கும்,
நானும் ஒரு தாய் ஆகிறேன்.
இறைவனே என் மழலையை எனக்கு தருவாயாக.!

Love or Infatutaion.?

Since my school days i fantasise about it.

Why not me when all my friend do have.

Its a mere day dream for me.

later on i was pushed into college,where

I was stamp marked in the college trends.

Making friends, fun's now and then..

But the thread caught fire,

As my friends were committed to theirs.

Class hours glazed romantic

They started playing keyboard on theirs

I stood aloof, felt badly to have a one for me

God started his play..

One evening i met her in crosscut road(Coimbatore)

She caught my eyes, stopped me still

Resulted in a tight traffic jam.

I was accompanied by bro

Asked him,"How's she?"

"If u can make it, that's a gud choice",he smiled.

Craziest night, dreamt like playin keyboard on her.

So romantic it was.

Pulled my friends for help, they are expertise.

Flooded with suggestions and tips

She seemed familiar to my friends and they let her Id too..

Searched for her profile, found it quite attractive.

Cool descriptions and hot snaps

Finally decided to approach her

The falling star hit my roof,

Day dream came true.. The day was mine

And she was mine

The scratch handling was tough

But then got used to her.She was by my side 24/7

Holding her, chatting with her, hangouts, dinners..

Every morning she wakes me up,

Special night talks, I can say like

She is a part of mine.

Days passed, we lived happily.

Few days back i was travelling in a bus

The bus stopped for a tyre replacement.

A sharp ray hit my eyes,

The voice which made to tap the tune,

I saw a trendy adjacent to me

She turned more catchy than the present.

Now i feel like having her..

I feel guilty, loved 'the one' to the core

But now my mind is longing for 'the new one'

What can i call this, love or infatuation?

I couldn't make a decision.

Help me out please.!

Let me bring both of them to your knowledge

.

.

.

The One: Nokia1108

The New One: Sony ericssonW810i

Which one to choose..............?

My First Gal

We knew each other since we struggled our first walk
First gal in my life, she was.
Her springy hairs, dimple smile...Oops.!
Made me to flow towards her
I smiled at her, raised my fingers pointing her
U know what..? Gals always prove to be gals,
They dislike the guy who likes them most.
Yeah.. In turn for my smile,
she stared at me and started weeping
Probably i was not fair enough as she does.

But round the clock
We met every now and then,
Thank God she got used to my looks.
A glimpse of smile, she peeped at me
We stepped towards each other.
Even guys prove to be guys always,
They wish a gal by their side
Yeah.. I felt strong by her touch
Settled down in same track,the journey began..

Early School days,
Longing for the off time to play wit her
Kept innovating in field of mischievous

Midst of school days,
Extolling her companionship
I can state "I loved her the most".
We were the world to us.
Flooded with thrillers
lies, black mail, even wrestling at time..
Whatever the case was
She will shell out her apology chits.

Later school days,
we got ripe enough.. that tasted well too
Restless chatting that's not even worth a nonsense
Sharing even the hair fall
Spraying the shower of love all times., sweet to the core.

College days,
That's the time i started nagging her
Teasing her in groups, making her to creep away
Never told her she is pretty,
Though she queries often"Nan nalla irukana.?"
Days were there, she fired out in possessive
"Howz dis dress..?" : She
"Mmm Gud, even my gal frenz do hav same kind" : Myself
She turned red.
ohoo.. was Buds and thorns
Of course we both treasured it.!
My raise or set i went to her
Laughed like mad, wept like baby
Her lap was my best lounge.
There were time i wondered myself,
How we were in love for high numbered years.

Few days back,
The journey was smooth, had hope it would prolong
All of a sudden, she got a marriage proposal
I was mazed, to feel happy or sad.?
The day has come, she got married
She left our places with memories.

Current days,
I miss her very badly,
Left alone, no lap to shed my feel.
Still we are in touch, the only means phone.

Beyond the limits,
We knew each other since we struggled our first walk.
We will know each other till we struggle our last walk,
I promise you, Dear "SISTER".!